"Tomatoe Diary Special: AMI & JUNNO"

Thursday, 26 June 2003 ♥♥ 11:25 p.m.

DAMN IT!

Okay, I'm back here in the blog, but I can't blog often yet. This will probably be my last entry in June. @_@ Having problems with the templates of the Junno site... but now, I suddenly lost interest in everything. Thanks to this gossip. >______________< GOSSIP RUINS MY MOOD!!! GYAH!!!

But this is actually from a fan report in the KAT-TUN Studio Mailing list! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHAT'S GOING ON WITH KAT-TUN!!!

Okay, I should explain.
So, there's this person who posted in the mailing list. She said her person in Japan saw KAT-TUN looking like they were having a fight among themselves right after they finished recording in NHK Hall. The person in Japan saw that Junno and Kusano (KKKITY) left the building first, followed by Kame, and they all walked together. Meanwhile Jin, Kouki, Ueda and Nakamaru came afterwards, looking really angry. It was said that Jin even gave his middle finger to the fans (>____<) and walked away. So, it looked like Kame was fighting with someone in the group and Junno's taking his side and the others are taking that other person's side.

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!?!?!?!

I can't believe this.
I don't believe this.
I won't believe this.
But I'm frantic as hell!!! I hate it when rumors like these show up. I mean, yeah, the boys admit that they do fight every now and then but they also say they make up quite quickly. But if Jin is showing his middle fingers to *FANS*... he must be really pissed? Or is he just a jerk?
NO, NO, NO, NO, NO!!! Jin is *NOT* a jerk. He may be aloof to fans (like I read in several websites and reports already) but I think if he does something like that, he should have a good reason for it!!!

OMIGOD. This feels worse than having to hear rumors about Kouki/Kame/Jin possibly having girlfriends. Gah. I HATE THIS. Someone, tell me anything. Deny it, please. T_______T I don't think I can sleep tonight. I want to verify the gossip, but *WHERE*?! It's not like I know many reliable sources. >_< Hik, hik.

Is this the evil work of an envious fan who's trying to disrepute KAT-TUN?? I SURE HOPE NOT.

I'm not believing anything until it's proven true.

Dang. I should've stayed in the hospital tonight. It had been such a nice evening. But I told my parents I had to go home to look after the house and the cats, and so I did. I opened the damn mail and saw that thing. Gah. Now my evening is totally ruined. At least if I had seen the news in the hospital, the nurse would have had a tranquilizer. Gosh. Someone sedate me. I think I'm going to burst out crying. T_________T

Monday, 23 June 2003 ♥♥ 09:57 p.m.

I just want to say a temporary goodbye while I go and get crackin' on my Junno website. ^-^ Do I need to say anything else in terms of Junno? Well, I don't think there are other words to say any more about him. Right now he's the only one I can think of. I'm going to dedicate my life to the website now. I want to do more and more updates. I'm going to drown myself in dictionaries and magazines... I want to drown myself in Junno's world until I get the new version up in July. Junno's the only person (thing? ^^;;) who hasn't disappointed me so far. When the world turns against me, he's the only one who hasn't --> but that's probably because he's the only one I don't know in real life. XD Huahahahahahahahaahahahaha.

I LOVE JUNNO.

Bye for now! Kiss kiss from Ami + Junno! See you in July? Or maybe in three days' time. XD Huahaha. Oh wait, is it July already in three days' time? No? What date is it today? The 24th is it? 23rd? My head is nothing but air and my whole existence is nothing but love for this boy who has a bunny-ish face who makes me see stars and lose vision and control of myself whenever I see him in a black T-shirt with a yellow tie dangling around his shoulders.
Once again, you've been reading Amanda Bunny's nonsense writing. Thanks for coming anyway! XD Huahahahahaahahaha....

Monday, 23 June 2003 ♥♥ 00:27 a.m.

NOTE FOR EVERYONE
02:23 A.M.
Just saw Tsubasatile wrote on her blog. I am here to repeat her words because I think it's true.

LA VITA E' BELLA!
LA VIE EST BELLE!

Fight, people, fight! Like me. I'm fighting the scariness of having to stay home alone in a house quite as big as mine without any company but a cat who looks like he's wearing Batman mask, and his body spotted like a cow! Yes!!! Me and the cat are fighting the paranoia! It won't be scary in the morning. There are dark times in our lives but we can always count on for the light to come, because like the night, it won't always stay dark... morning will come and sunshine will rise!!! (and hopefully I can get some sleep! XD hahahaha...)
Am I ruining my point? I hope not. Point is: FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT!
This is a special shout out to JUN-A! ^-^

And by the way the words "fight, fight, fight" exist in a song called "SOUL-DIER" by amore mio italiano Tiziano Ferro. I'm trying to drown myself in the whole lyrics... so I don't have to think about how creepy it is being alone in this house.

Ooops, the cat has found a prey! I need to save his prey!!! MICHI, GET AWAY FROM THAT REPTILE!!! WHEN I SAID FIGHT, I DIDN'T MEAN YOU TO FIGHT THAT THING!!!

Oh now he's run off. I'll run off to Bunny and his friends. Guess this is the end of my pointless message. See what staying at home alone can make you do! XD Hahahahahahahahahaha...

PS: I really dislike know-it-alls and smart-alecks. Can't they just find better things to do than fuss over other people's lives?? Kinda makes me wonder why I like Hermione Granger. She's a know-it-all. Okay, I like her because I think Ron Weasley likes her. What is the point here?? I have no idea. I just don't like those kinds of people. I'd rather kiss my cat. Well, yeah, 'cause my cat is cute. ^-^ OH ALL RIGHT I'LL GO BACK TO MY VCR!!!
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I'm paranoid. Oh yes I am. I'm alone at the house. No one else but me and the cat, Michi. Gyan. I've never felt so home alone before. Oh well, at least I got it better than my mom. She has to stay at the hospital every night. ^^;;; Ooooh, Michi is looking so comfy at the sofa. Wish I could sleep like him. ^^;; But I'm paranoid. I can't sleep when I'm home alone. So right after this I'm going to make some toast before I get back to my VCR.

Just making Notes
00:36 A.M.
Need to finish up Shokura reports before Tuesday. Can't believe I'm updating *DAILY* at the BabyBunny.com! The website really needs me in a state of depression and paranoia. I need to do this more often. It's good for my creativity. Wasn't Edgar Allan Poe and Hans Christian Andersen sort of depressed? They write good stories. Depressing, yes, but they're famous for their writings. Maybe I should do the Poe or the Andersen. XD Huahahahaha. Is this horrific or what? ^^;;

00:30 A.M.
This weekend's Shokura is probably the the least favorite of the renewal episodes I've ever seen. >_< Now I'd really like to shout, "GIVE ME BACK THE OLD SHOKURA!!!" I don't know why I'm complaining (I mean, Junno's quite significant here and there's Takki and a lot of KAT-TUN and Kanjani 8) but, I really think the Club News Desk and the games were so much fun that I can't bear not seeing them anymore. >_<
I remember the first time I watched Shokura back in 2001. It was so much fun. KAT-TUN still looked innocent. (Do I sound to make them look like criminals now? ^^;;; Well, they are bullies in my story! XD Hahahaha...) And I hadn't been so much in love Jun-chan back then. I was into Kame. ^^;; Then there was Takki again, directing that video for Toma. XD LOL! Toma was riding a Harley Davidson motorbike. Gyan. I miss the old Junior Showtime opening line-up! >_< Gees, please, GIVE ME BACK THE OLD SHOKURA!!!
Will be back again later with some more notes.

Sunday, 22 June 2003 ♥♥ 02:23 p.m.

Genki? ^-^
I'm feeling quite genki myself. I feel so lazy today. I don't think I have to go to the hospital today, so I think I won't. I'm sorry to say but I don't like being in a hospital. ^^;;; It gives me an eerie feeling. The doctors are making me scared. Probably the only doctor who doesn't scare me it's Mic. Hahahahahaha. It's rare that there's a doctor as sweet as she is. ^-^

Anyway. I've got the Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix yesterday. Finished reading it. Bleh. Took me seven hours to finish it! @_@ I won't comment on it because on my depressive mood like this, I'd probably point out all the depressing facts of the book right now, like the fact that J.K. Rowling uses the same word in two chapters in a row. ^^;; But I'm probably the only one noticing it and fussing about it becuase... I'm like that in terms of writing. Sometimes I repeat the words I find "comfortable" to use. See, this is not necessarily a bad thing but it's still better to use synonims. But, man, do I love the Weasleys. Ginny is my favorite female character in the whole story now. I find her so endearing. I love everyone of 'em. Well, yeah, including Percy. He's a "git", as Ron says, but he's good for a laugh. If I ever meet a know-it-all "git" like Percy in real life, which I can say *I have* met, I'd just laugh at him. XD Like what I'm doing right now. I'm laughing. ;) Huahahahahahahahaha. See, me laughing here? EVERYBODY, LAUGH WITH ME!!! XD On three... 1...2...3... LAUGH!!!

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!

Ehem, ehem. Okay, that will do. =P Hehehehehe.

Oh! My email from Merriam Webster Word of the Day newsletter has just arrived. ^-^ I subscribe (for free... =P hehehehe) to that now. It's really useful. I've known around 12 new words now ever since I subscribed. Let's see... vespertine, chin-wag, osculate (this I've already known from before but revision was helpful to understand better! =P), deasil, eleemosynary, and Davy Jones' locker... I forgot the rest. ^^;;;
Well, it's just me. I'm obsessed with dictionaries. I remember every time I go abroad, I always go find whatever dictionaries. I have three Italian language dictionaries. I love Dizionario Italiano Sabatini-Coletti and I also love the Webster's Seven Language Dictionary. That's ...

WHAT THE....!?!?!?!?!??!

SHEZZY WAS HERE!!! SHEZZY WAS HERE!!! SHE CAME AND I DIDN'T KNOW... WHEN DID SHE GOT HERE?! WHY DID NO ONE TELL ME?! THIS IS SCREWED UP!!! OFFICIALLY SCREWED UP!?!?!?!

I need time to think.
Hmmmm...

But, anyway. The dicos. Well, the Seven Language Dictionary, it's an unabridged version for English, and it has French, Italian, Spanish, German, Hebrew and Swedish in it. Gyan. And that's the dictionary responsible for my interest in Italian and all Roman languages. Arigatou gozaimasu, jissho-san. ^^;;; (Now all the Japanese are going to smack my head for saying that. ^^;;;)

Well, now that I've bored my readers with a linguistic lecture, let's talk JYAANIS. ^-^ (and you think my talk about linguistics could dampen my Jyaanis spirit?? No, na-uh, will never happen. =D Huahahahahahahaha...)

*I still can't believe Shez is back here in Indonesia and not tell me anything about her arrival. Must talk to Fi-chan!!!*

Last night there was Shokura!!! The schedule NHK World website gave to me was a complete screw-up!!! It's supposed to start at eight pm Indo time, but no.... IT STARTED EIGHT FORTY!!! And I was already rushing away from the hospital at half past six!!! Duh.
And this episode's highlight was, for me, FIVE's Daisuke Ishigaki playing contemporary versions of classic songs from the likes of Chopin, Beethoven, Bach, Bizet etc. Cool! ^-^ Daisuki is a great keyboardist. Hahahaha. I think I have an even bigger respect for FIVE now. ^^;; These guys really know music. ^^;; Hehehehehe.
There was practically no Junno at all, except the time Akki told him to say something about Osaka. He made another dajare. Oh, Jun-chan, when will you ever stop your dajare?? ^^;; But, then again, PLEASE DON'T STOP JUN-CHAN!!! Because even if it's a dajare, I still love it when you try to be cheeky and fail! --> it makes you cheekier. So, please keep doing that, ne, Jun-chan? I still love you. ^-^
Ehem.
Oh, and, WHAT IS WRONG WITH TAKKY?!?!!?!?! T___T I'm disappointed. Takky doesn't sing like usual. He sounded... well... unimpressive. I didn't find any of his performances amazing. When he sang To be or not to be and Epilogue, I was thinking, "His voice alone is not enough for this song! It takes two to sing this song!!!" You can tell, you know, if you see the performance, where the song really needs Tsubasa's voice. All the other solo numbers he did were quite... well, how should I phrase it? Boring? I don't know. It just doesn't seem attractive as usual. Or maybe is "Law of Marginal Utility"? ^^;; Hahaha. I've been seeing too much Takky in Shounen Club. Hell, even his parts compared to the regulars of the show like Toma, Kazama, and Hasejun are more plentiful! >_< There's too much Takky there. On the other hand, I've only seen Tsubasa perform solo once. Or maybe they should just change it to Arashi immediately. @_@ Well, Takky, GANBATTE FOR NEXT TIME!!! I still support you! ^-^
Oh the Kame solo medley and Subaru solo medley were okay. I forgot which songs they sang. I only paid close attention to when Kame was singing "Hanasanaide Ai". ^^;; And I only paid real attention when all Kanjani 8 appeared to sing "Do You Agree". ^-^
I for once stayed glued to the TV when Ya Ya Yah was singing "Andalucia ni Akogarete". Anything that has got to do with Andalucia, I'll watch it closely, even if it's not Kouchan-Tsubasa-Sakiho! ^^;; Look what SHOCK has turned me into. ^^;; I even keep watching that small bit in Domoto Kyoudai when Tsuyoshi teased Kouichi about Andalucia hat-throwing scene!!! ^_^

Oh, my stomach is grumbling. Should I get something to eat before I go back to sleep? ^^;; You know my house is really quiet these days. It's just me alone in the house and the cats. ^^;; And even I can't get along with the older cat. I think the younger cat is angry with me because I've been neglecting him to go to the hospital. ~_~ Ah, I think I will go play with my kitties.

Ah, yes, I've ordered Duet July 2003 from Yesasia. I hope it doesn't get lost. >_< Dang, this is how bad the Kino service in here... I have to order my magazine online?! It's a MAGAZINE for God's sake. @_@ And I have to order TV Guide as well because they can't bring it in for me. Bleh. But Mic (and her friend) has already kindly scanned and sent me the pictures of KAT-TUN and Junno in the magazine. ^-^ Jun-chan's pose is cheeky. Very cheeky. I LOVE HIM!!!

THANKS, EVERYONE...
who said Jun-chan looks hot and great in the pic I use for this layout. I'm so happy with the comments minna make about Jun-chan. I don't think even *he* realizes his own sexiness while we all do. ^^;; And it's funny how Tsubalicious and Tsubasatile tell me yesterday that there's a JUNNO-MANIA going on. ^^;; Hahahaha. It's like, Junno's being talked the most between me and my friends. Hahahahahaha... this rarely happens.
Oh and, did I tell you, the Junno thread in JE Forum has reached 15 pages with Junko and I dominating half of it. ^^;; Hahahahahahahaahaha. Well, Junno fans do like to blab. =P LOL! Like TxT fans.
....... Gee, I must have the biggest mouth on earth?? ^^;; I'm a fan of both Junno and TxT... not mentioning Arashi. Well... I like all Johnny's. Yep, that covers it. I'm a big mouth. ^^;;;

LOOK HOW LONG THIS ENTRY IS!!! ^^;;;

I should go now. I had wanted to say goodbye three paragprahs ago. But anyway. So here's my real goodbye: CIAO CIAO!!!