Thursday, June 19, 2003 ♥♥ 02:13 p.m.

HOW CAN PEOPLE STILL BE IRRESPONSIBLE AT A TIME LIKE THIS?!

They told me to go all the trouble to order that damn book and now they lost the pre-order receipt?! AND HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO GET THE BOOK NOW?! AM I THE ONLY ONE SANE IN THIS HOUSE?! JUST BECAUSE *YOU* ARE LEAVING, IT DOESN'T GIVE YOU THE RIGHT TO BE CARELESS AND IRRESPONSIBLE!!! Geez, what the hell is wrong with people?!

Right. I think I'm just going to bang my head against the wall now.

Thursday, 19 June 2003 ♥♥ 01:45 a.m.

Ne, Tsubagirls, TSUBASALOGY wa dare desu ka?? I remember once Tsubalicious and Tsubaholic talked about creating namae for Tsuba based on subjects like psychology (Tsubasachology?? Was that it?? XD) and stuff... so, is this one of you? ^^;; Sorry but I'm a bit blur here... XD Nyahahaha. Demo, to answer Tsubasalogy's question: HAI, GENKI DESU.

I did write a short entry y'day. What a pointless entry that was. But what the heck... check archives if anyone wants to know anything, which I can assure you, there's nothing important to know. ^^;; Didn't leave messages to anyone. Still not going to leave messages now. I don't have the energy. =P Hehehehe.

Gosh, I was just feeling totally wretched for the whole day yesterday. I couldn't think straight... but probably that's because I try to think so much. I decided, "I'll stop thinking and just go with the flow." And I did. After that, I felt better. Unfortunately, that decision came like at eleven in the evening yesterday so the day was almost over.

It wasn't that I stopped thinking completely. I just thought about Junno and the more I think about him the stronger I feel. I think he's really become my source of energy these days. Well, other than him, seeing my favorite Johnny's artists also give me strength.
I watched SHOCK Digest today and I was, like, "Hiyaa... thank goodness the complete version was released!" That Digest version is just plain too short. >.< I really hate it when they don't release the complete versions of things (see: TxT Hatachi Concert --> so stingy) Gyan. But Koichi was kakkoii again in that version. Okay, Tsuba had the hair that made me diss him. ^^;;; Huahahahahahaha... but that's okay, somehow he showed more booty moves in the Digest version... or is it just me looking down there (AT THE BACK!! NOT THE FRONT! XD) whenever he appears. Heheheheh. But then there's the CD bonus!!! ^o^ I love the second song. I forgot the title but it's so cool!!!! LUV LUV!!! Then there was the special interview thingie. Man, Kouchan was so quiet there and he looked so serious. Hahahaha, I don't think I'm used to of that image yet. XD LOL! I've always seen him being so energetic and dynamic (what more in DK, where he's like the urusai one instead of Tsuyoshi. XD) I don't understand most of the things he said but that's probably because I was too amazed seeing him so calm like that. ^^;; Better watch again later.

Speaking of DK, I watched the old DK episodes to cheer me up. Wah, it was totally effective. *thumbs up for DK* Of course I watched my favorite episode: THE TxT EPISODE! #69!!! Hohoho. ^o^ No matter how many times I watch it, I still laugh out loud whenever I hear the jokes. Once again, I think TxT look best there. Takki's hair was still black, and Tsuba's short haircut was still fresh. ^-^ Kawaii... when they tried to surprise Takki (which they did successfully) and his face turned so exasperated, I almost forgot that I've turned him to Tsuba completely 100%. I just wanted to hug the TV and kiss him there. Bwahahaha. Gomen, Tsuba, Junno, I was a bit out of control there. XD
Oh and I also watched the episode with Chemistry in it. That one's also funny, especially when the announcer who asked questions to the guests (who's his name?? ^^;;) mistook Kawabata's name as "Kawawata". CHEEKY, CHEEKY!!! Then I was squealing because there was an important DOUJIMA MOMENT! Kouchan pointed out there were three people whose names had the kanji "Dou" in it. Doumoto K., Doumoto T., Douchi Y., and Doujima K. When Doujima-san smiled and said that there were many HANDSOME PEOPLE whose name has the "dou" kanji, I was nodding furiously. Yes, yes. Sou desu! I agree!
Ah... those good ol' days... when Gakkun and Doujima-san were still there... plus Makoto-san and Tobu-san... NATSUKASHII!!! I want to see them again. >_<

Ah, I also watched Shokura (again) and remember that part when the Kanjani boys gave questions to the Kanto boys. Someone called Nishikido Ryo as... "Dokkun"??? ^^;;; Was it Subaru? Huahahahha. DOKKUN?! XD Isn't there a better nickname than DOKKUN? Or maybe I just heard incorrectly. At that moment, actually, when Ueda came forward to answer Dokkun's question (which was a very cheeky "nani ni naritaindesu ka?" ^^;;), he looked so much like Gackt. His mimic and everything, so Gakuto. Ah, Ueda, can't believe you moved from Tsuba to GAKUTO!!! XD I repeated this scene over and over again because the reaction everyone gave to Dokkun's question was just hilarious. I was watching Junno, who was standing at the back with Jimmy, and his reaction was so great. He laughed immediately and clapped his hands. ^o^ Kawaii. If I'm not careful, I can ruin my video just because I keep rewinding that part.

I LOVE IT WHEN JOHNNY'S GUYS EXCHANGE MESSAGES! This explains why wink.com is my fave part in WU! It's juicy, finding out what they're talking about to each other. It's so sweet that Tsuyo-D calls Abang Tomo "NAGA-chan". XD Huahahaha. ^o^ In the June one I noticed that Marsa was talking about how he had mistaken KAT-TUN as to being a band (like the one that plays instruments) and then in the July one, Jin replied to his statement. XD Then the story about Nagase-kun mistaking Avril Lavigne's name's pronuncation is also funny. I noticed two Arashi members (or was it ONE Arashi member and the other was a non-Arashi?? =O Anyway...) were saying that they mistook the kanji for a particular word (different word respectively) --> just shows that Japanese is hard and even they who are Japanese can still mistake it. ^^;;;Aiba's message in July WU was so short. @_@ Hua. Why didn't you talk more about the TxT concert? >_< Oh well...

About messages... eh, didn't Takki once say that he disliked emails? =O Well, he did. He doesn't like emails as much as Tsuba does. Tsuba even said so. But... how come he's the one sending mails to fan almost everyday in the Johnny's web? ^^;; He must be dying to talk a lot about Tsubasa so he sends mails to fans mentioning stuff about his boyfriend. ^-^ Kawaii. Maybe Tsuba's just being lazy right now. Once he gets into the email mode, he should send lots and lots of emails. HE BETTER!!! I want to know what's up with the two lovebirds. ^o^

Gyan. Tomorrow I have to spend a couple of hours in the hospital again. T_________________T *frustrated* Think Jyaanis, think Jyaanis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaanis... And Pika leaves for the States tomorrow. *tears* Think Jyaanis, think Jyaanis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaanis... And my July Duet hasn't arrived!!! >_______________< *disappointed* Think Jyaanis, think Jyaanis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaanis...
Check list 4 hospital tomorrow: DVD player, SHOCK + KAT-TUN con + TxT con + "Mohouhan" DVD, all Jyaanis CDs in the rack, all the July issues of Popolo + WU + Potato + Myojo, LAPTOP!!!, lots and lots of snack (must go shopping at supermarket in the morning & buy lunch in Starbucks), Junno-pillow, Baby Brownie, extra clothes & digicam.
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Think Jyaanis, think Jyaanis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaniis, think Jyaanis...