Tomatoe Diary V.06 ~atashi no senaka ni wa hane ga aru~

Tomatoe @ Tuesday, May 20, 2003 - 11:45 p.m.

I just want to say...

BYE BYE, TSUBA-LAYOUT!

^^;;; As you can see it's hard for me as well to say goodbye to this layout... but, well, I really need a change. ^^; *kiss layout* Bye, bye! See you in another layout, Tsuba-chan! ^-^

Tomatoe @ Tuesday, May 20, 2003 - 06:19 p.m.

MY EYES ARE SWOLLEN AND RED!!! >_< ALL BECAUSE OF SHO!!!

Heh, heh. I'm a sentimental fool. LOL! I just finished watching Sho's "Yoiko no Mikata". ^-^ Fufufufu... ii dorama desu. *melt* I have more respect for Sho now. Okay, so he *is* an admirable guy - cool, smart and all but I've never truly appreciated him until now. I really like this dorama and I think he did a good job. Of course, I drooled more when I saw Tsubasa in "Saigo no Bengonin" and I cried even more watching "Boku no Ikirumichi", but Sho's dorama has a totally different feel. It's just so sweet. The drama's really cheerful and touching at the same time. It was a "tears fest" (at least for me). Hohohoho. ^o^ Anyway, I like it so much. Gonna watch again later!

Whoa. I just realized I've been watching his drama for six hours straight... from 11 in the morning up until 5 in the afternoon. There's still one more, though... "Doubutsu no Oisha-san". ^-^ Kaname Jun's dorama. Animals, animals... CUTE ANIMALS!!! ^_^ I'm so excited but I think that can wait until tomorrow. I have to nurse my swollen eyes first. Why, WHY DO I ALWAYS CRY WATCHING DRAMAS?! (And I don't even understand 100% of what they're saying!! XD Hahahahaha...) Demo, yokatta ne~ I'm able to watch dramas without subtitles anymore. It's good for the listening practice in Japanese. I hope I become more skillful in Japanese by watching all these dramas.

Ah! Speaking of Japanese, today the class was cancelled! My sensei-tachi were unable to come!!! Tomorrow I'm the one unable to attend the class. So the next class won't be until Thursday. Oh, well, at least it gives me more time to work on the assignments (yep, more and more kanji!)
I finished four chapters in the kanji book yesterday. Four chapters = forty characters. I was so damn proud yesterday because I managed to remember all of them. I also managed to write them correctly and my sensei complimented me... ^-^ How encouraging!!! I always feel like I want to try even better in class when my sensei compliments me. I don't mean to gloat here, but isn't it nice to get a good remark from your teacher, saying that you've done your best and how proud your teacher is of you? I find that very encouraging and also it makes me don't want to give up.
Dakara korekara mo isshokenmei ganbarimasu!!!

Ahhhh... this will probably be my last, or penultimate, entry with this Tsubasa layout. Hiks, hiks. I love this layout so much. *kiss kiss* But, I won't forget Tsubasa... he'll return. With his lover, Takki. ^-^ Super Love Love Layout coming up in the near future. It's a promise... because I just love them so much!!!

Tomatoe @ Monday, May 19, 2003 - 06:32 p.m.

Heh, heh. Got this from Kix's blog. She changed her layout too. Check it out! It's purple, and it's cool!!

This survey made me come late to my Japanese class. Ahahahaha... ^^;;;; I was reading it on her blog and I realized, WHOOPS! I'M LATE!!!

Three things that make you laugh:
1. The comments Terry & Kardono make on Yahoo Messenger/email
2. Domoto Kyoudai show
3. my sister’s “durian fart” story

Three things you love:
1. My room
2. My DiscMan
3. My books

Three things you plan to do before you die:
1. Publish a best-selling novel
2. Travel around the world
3. Get married and have kids

Three things that turn you on about the opposite sex:
1. SMILE!!! SMILE!!! SMILE!!!
2. What’s inside his head
3. Tall, lean body

Three things you say the most:
1. LOL
2. Gosh
3. Whoops!

Three bad habits you have:
1. not sleeping at all in 24 hours
2. being fussy over everything
3. when I do sleep, I wake up so late in the day

Three things that you wish you had:
1. A talent for design
2. Junnosuke Taguchi
3. Money

Three things you are thinking about right now:
1. What’s for dinner?
2. Can I skip Japanese class tomorrow?
3. Why do I have to put up with a bitch like […name…]

Three drinks you regularly drink:
1. Water
2. Tea
3. Caramel Frappucino

BASiCS
Name : Amanda Aayusya
Nicknames: Amy/Ami-chan/Tomatoe
Sex : Female
Birthday : 18 September
Age : 20
Star sign : Virgo
Place of birth : Jakarta
Current residence : Jakarta >_<
Hair color : Dark
Eye color : Dark brown
Height : 158cm
Writing hand : Right

BODY iLLS + SKiLLS
Do you bite your nails : No
Can you roll your tongue: Yes
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time : Not really
Can you blow smoke rings : No
Can you blow spit bubbles : No
Can you cross your eyes : No
Can you flip your eyelids out : No
Tattoos and where : None
Piercings and where : Err… none?
Do you make your bed daily : Yes

CLOTHES
What goes on first bra or underwear : Underwear
Which shoe goes on first : Right
How much money is usually in your wallet : Ehehehe… ^^;; NAI.
What jewelry do you wear 24/7 : Nothing
What's sexiest on a guy : Eyeglasses. ^-^
What's sexiest on a gurl: ??????????
Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: On time and look OK

FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it : Twirl, the Italian style.
How many cereals are in your cabinet : Seven
What utensils do you use eating pizza : Knife and fork
Do you cook : Sort of.

GROOMiNG
How often do you brush your teeth: After every time I munch on something, which is like 7 times a day
How often do you shower/bathe: Twice a day (when it’s hot three times)
How long do these showers last : around 10 minutes
Hair drying method: Hairdryer
Do you paint your nails : Nope

MANNERS
Do you swear : Sometimes
Do you spit in public : NEVER
Do you pee in the shower: No

iN + AROUND
The cd player : in the CD player? CD. around the CD player... CDs too. ^^;;; Oh wait, I don't have a proper CD player. >_________<;;;;
Person you talk most on the phone with : Hmmm... I have no idea. I haven't been phoning anyone lately.
What color is your bedroom : Pink
Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : No
Ever sunbathed in the nude : No
What's your sleeping position : Curled up
In hot weather do you use a blanket : No
Do you snore : Not that I know of
Do you sleepwalk : No
Do you talk in your sleep : No
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal : YES! YES! YES! All 15 of them!!!
How about the light on : No
Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : No

WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU
Were kissed or kissed someone : Hahahahahahahaha… XD
Watched bambi : When I was… 10??
Cried: Friday after watching “Yoiko no Mikata”
Talked on the phone: Yesterday evening with Rei-chan
Read a book : Last night
Punched someone : I don’t punch. I kick.

THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself ten years from now: in Italy as a graphic designer/journalist
Who are you gonna be married to and where : gee, if it’s not too much to ask, I think I’ll marry Filippo Inzaghi and live in Milan with him
Grandmother's words: ?????
How many kids do you want to have : Two
Your job : JOURNALIST/GRAPHIC DESIGNER and NOVELIST ^_^
Future school : I hope somewhere in Italy… Università di Siena, Università di Roma…

FRIENDS
Who is your best friend: YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! ^_~
What friend makes you smile the most: They who comment on my nosebleeding
Friend that you miss the most : Mika Nishimura (Mikarin, natsukashii kana~ Itaria he modorimasho ka?)

MUSiC
Is music important to you : VERY MUCH
Do you sing? : Yes.
What instruments do you play?: Piano
What do you think of Eminem: … who’s he again??
In your opinion, what band is the best of all time?: The Beatles

DO YOU LIKE
Pop music : Yes
Rock music : Yes
Punk music : Yes
Rap music : No
Hip-Hop/RB : Yes
Country : No
Jazz : No
Classical : Yes
What is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : Alex Britti.
Last word : I gotta scoot.

Whoaaa. This is long, pointless entry. But I like this survey. I've never seen this one before so I bothered to answer. Besides, I'm bored. Nothing to do. Just thought I'd make a ruckus in my own blog.

Tomatoe @ Monday, May 19, 2003 - 11:59 a.m.

Hikzzz. Tsuba-chan's candy layout will be taken down on Wednesday. I'll change it with something else new, while working on that Super Love Love TxT layout. Eh. I'm actually rather sad that I have to take it down because (call me narcissistic) I like this layout most. More than the others I've made by myself. I dunno way I just like this layout so much. But, I want to try other designs as well... see how my design works on the web. Huuu... oh well...

I'm famished right now. I need something to eat. I'll watch Shokura tape while I eat my breakfast/lunch. Still sleepy here actually; just got up half an hour ago because I needed to check my Junno website - see if my updates looked okay. ^^;; *paranoid* I have Japanese lesson in two hours. Back to kanji, kanji and kanji. @_@ I can get really, really paranoid with kanji if I keep studying it the way I'm studying it now. I really have to talk to my teachers. Oh and then there's a schedule problem. I can't come on Wednesdays! >_< The car is full and some friends usually ask me to accompany/meet them on Wednesdays. Argh. Dou shiyou~ Oh, gawd. Now I'm reminded of that appointment I have with my friend tomorrow. @_@ Gosh, well how come my schedule is full ever since I started Japanese lesson?! Why can't these people make appointments with me when I WASN'T having my Japanese classes? =P LOL!

I better scoot now. Hiks. Lunch. Kanji. Lunch. Shokura. Kanji. Kanji. Kanji. Lunch.

Tomatoe @ Sunday, May 18, 2003 - 06:36 p.m.

*yawn*

I'm so sleepy today. What a lazy-ass I am.
But hey, guess what! Even being an lazy-ass doesn't stop to update The Milk White. ^-^ Heh, heh. I finished the KAT-TUN MS Report, also added three new pics (check it out! He's so cute! ^-^) and also added an Ueda-trivia. Then of course I blabbed endlessly about him in the POV. Why is it I'm lazy to even eat today but when it comes to working on his website I'm very much energized? Is this what you call love.

Ahh, I don't know what love is.
I just know Junno's got powers on me. LOL!

Heh, heh. I'm still excited about yesterday evening's Shounen Club! My target is to finish the report tomorrow afternoon. Right now I just can't write the report. I'm still palpitating, nosebleed and fainting. I love that episode soooooooo much! It's got *EVERYONE* I wanted to see. ^-^ And, oh my God... JUN HASEGAWA & TOMA IKUTA ARE DROP DEAD GORGEOUS!. Yep, they're also DDGs. I'm thinking, Toma, Hasejun and my JunnoBunny have "prince" qualities. Dress them up in something elegant and I'd scream, "MY PRINCES!!! COME TO ME!!!" Hohohoho. ^o^

Let's see.... hmmm... what occured yesterday?
Oh yeah, that's right. My parents had a party and invited the relatives to come over. It's a singing party. That means, my father set up all his musical equipment in the living room and played music while the relatives sing. I was seriously pissed by that party because:
1. I don't know what the hell they were singing?
2. Sure they've got great voices but some of them just have an attitude man. One of the cousins I hate the most came. @___@ WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO COME?!
3. I couldn't write my fic in peace!! >_< Damn it.

On the brighter side, I got a new top yesterday. YAY! Me and my sis went to PS and did yet another impromptu shopping. Hee, hee. Love the new top!! ^-^ (Why is it when my sis and I go together with no particular purpose to PS, we always end up buying everything in sight that we like?! ^^;;;;) But no magazines. Nothing's arrived for me yet. Oh well, I suppose this is okay since I haven't even finished reading the ones I got earlier this month. The strange thing is, my AnAn no. 1360 issue hasn't arrived yet. But the succeeding issues, 1361 and 1362, are there already! So strange. Oh well, I just have to wait longer, I suppose. Saw Junon (June 2003). Nothing interesting. I don't think there's any heroes there. LOL. Nothing to show him. ^^;; I was tempted to buy a design book, but I decided against it because even if Kino gave discounts, it's still expensive.
WHY ARE DESIGN BOOKS SO EXPENSIVE?!

Oh just some other news:
Audrey Tautou is playing in "L'Auberge Espangnole". ^-^ I'm looking forward to seeing that! I adore her so much. She's so sweet. So beautiful! And she can act too! Now she's one ex-model who really does know how to act!

I also found out that my old "flame" ^^, ex-MTV ASIA VJ, Rahul Khanna, plays in this American film, "The Emperor's Club". And he has a rather big role in this film!!! HE LOOKS EXACTLY THE SAME AS I SAW HIM LAST!!! Just very slightly more preppy. ;) Heh, heh. I miss him so much.
FYI: before Filippo Inzaghi or all these Johnny's boys, he was my absolute, ultimate idol. I admire him so much. He's also very friendly, very nice, very smart! We have some similarities too. I wish I could see him again. *sigh* Does he still remember me? I know it's wishful thinking; but we did meet twice and I sort of tagged along with him everywhere he went (hey! I was young! XD LOL!) ---> this will be one of my most treasured moments in life: meeting and talking to my absolute idol. (I also got a job to interview him; and my article got paid! Hohohoho! ^o^) NATSUKASHII!!!

Wait, I just remembered something.
Rahul was the oldest guy I've ever truly fancied. He was born 1972 (or 1971??) Then it got to Pippo, born 1973. Then it keeps getting younger and younger... Tiziano Ferro, 1980. Then TxT, 1981 and 1982 respectively. Finally... Junno. 1985. --> YAPPARI!!! XD Huahahahahahahaha... Omigod. Omigod. XD LOL! And all the guys I idolized kept being more and more distant. I got a chance to meet Rahul twice and we even did some correspondence. When I was so crazy about Pippo, I managed to get to his country and traveled to one of the towns he once lived in. Same thing happens with Tizi. But then I got into the whole J-idol stuff and I'm very optimistic that I'd NEVER get the chance to come close to them. ^^;; Hahahahahahaa... XD Geez. Should I just drop this whole J-thing and return to my normal old self?? Boh. Hahahaha... XD I need to ponder on this tonight.

I'm still sleepy. I guess I'll just sleep. No more energy to do anything.

Tomatoe @ Saturday, May 17, 2003 - 08:56 p.m.

URESHII!

Omigod, Omigod... that was the best Shokura ever!!!
Hiks, hiks. I'm nosebleeding to the max there... >_<
Tackey & Tsubasa was guest star!!! KAT-TUN performed their new song!!! --> *faint* God I'm going to faint now. Blog later.

*Ami-chan faints*

Tomatoe @ Saturday, May 17, 2003 - 02:15 a.m.

FELI-CHAN, OTANJOUBI OMEDETOU GOZAIMASU!
Hatachi ni natta! ^-^ Omedetou!!! I wish you all the best on your 20th birthday! Hope you have a great day on your birthday and a good luck for the upcoming one year until your next birthday! I wish you were in Indonesia so I can send you a birthday present, but since you're far away from me... I'll just send you a BIG HUG and LOTS OF KISSES! Itsumo genki dashite, ne~ Soshite, atashi to issho ni itsumo ganbarimasho!
Once again HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

HARUKANA YAKUSOKU
KAT-TUN

NA.NA.NA.SA.KU.KA.NA.HA.RU.KA.NA.YA.KU.SO.KU
MA.WA.RU.NA.MO.NA.I.YA.KU.SO.KU

Itsumo dare ka ni makaseta
Nanimo kowakunai EVERYDAY
Dakedo shinjirarenakute
Hitori ie wo tobidashita

Kimi no koe ga soko ni kikoeta kara sa

Nagareru ase ga kaze ni yureteiru
Hashiru kimi ga matsu basho he
Ano hi oretachi ga shinjita yume
Kizamu harukana yakusoku

Afureru ai ga sora ni habataite
Mawaru owari no nai hibi ga
Shinjiru kimi ga tsuita uso nara
Sotto kokoro ni shimau yo

Nagareru ase ga kaze ni yureteiru
Hashiru kimi ga matsu basho he
Ano hi oretachi ga shinjita yume
Kizamu harukana yakusoku

NA.NA.NA.SA.KU.KA.NA.HA.RU.KA.NA.YA.KU.SO.KU
MA.WA.RU.NA.MO.NA.I.YA.KU.SO.KU

Finished today's update for the The Milk White. Ah, finally... I updated again. It always nags my conscience when I don't update because I feel like I need to keep the site running all the time. Ha. Korekara mo ganbarimasu.

ARASHI BLOG CREW
Guess what I just finished watching today! Episodes 1 and 2 of "Kimi wa Pet"! Gosh, you guys definitely must see it -- it's a very cool dorama! I want to tell you all about it.
First of all, Matsujun is very kakkoii. None of that Gokusen image. Forget tough guy. He's so sweet in here... and so funny!!!
This is one dorama that will make you go "awww, so sweet!" and "ooooh, juicy!" all the way. You'll be wearing this kind of expression (^___^) throughout the episodes. The way Momo acts to his "owner" (the character played by Koyuki) is just adorable. He really did act like a pet dog. Ha! He even... err... licked (literally) Koyuki's cheeks. ^^;; (and oh my God... Koyuki did bathe Momo. ^^;;;) Momo barked, rolled over and made paws with his hand. He also broke plates, dropped his blankets and messed up the room. He slept on the floor and rested his head on Koyuki's lap. Isn't that so petto inu mitai?? ^^ It's just so sweet. His character is so cheerful and he's such a happy-go-lucky type of person who's also very sensitive. I love his character here! You get to see Matsujun smile a lot too (some say he hasn't been smiling ever since he played in Gokusen).
If you want the complete story (read: SPOILERS) please tell me and I'll send you guys a collective e-mail with the story! Okay?
Oh and one more thing... do guys like cats and dogs? 'Cause in ep. 1 and 2 there is one cute puppy and one cute kitten!!! THE KITTEN IS A SCOTTISH FOLD BREED!MECHA MECHA KAWAII!!! Argh. I was squealing seeing those cute animals.
V6's new song that is the ending theme of this dorama, "Darling", is also a great song. I heard a bit of it and it suits the dorama very well! ^-^ Must find the mp3 soon!!! (I can't afford to buy the single. ~_~)

Oh and also I finally decided to watch Sho's "Yoiko no Mikata". Heh, heh. This is also a very cute dorama. I cried a lot watching this. ^^;; Man, why do I always cry watching dramas?! Sho's character is also really cheerful but it's not like Momo, ne~ Taipu ga chigau yo ne~ they're two really different characters. But I do enjoy seeing Sho smile a lot. The drama's also really colorful... I love the kids who are in it. I like all the other kindegarten teacher. And I want to steal Sho's apron! So kawaii... I think I'm so into this comic-comedy genre dramas now. ^^;; You know what this drama makes me want to have? A child. Hahahaha. XD So I can put him/her in kindergarten and have someone like Taiyou-sensei teach him/her. LOL. (Preferably my child with Junno... or Tsuba.... or Takki. ... okay too many nominees for the father. Let's drop the idea before I nosebleed. XD Huahahahaha.)

I'm going to reply to Kardono's email before I go to bed. [He's going to smack me with a bolster pillow if he knows I'm not asleep yet at this hour. GOMEN NE K4R-KUN!!] ^^;;;

Tomatoe @ Friday, May 16, 2003 - 05:18 p.m.

I just realized I haven't blogged since this morning. LOL.

DOWNLOAD FRENZY!
Gosh, this is amazing... ^^ I'm on download frenzy! All those wonderful, wonderful performances and PVs provided by the members of the Arashi Blog Crew. Cool! Thankies, guys!!! I'm so happy... we are totally on the go here with all these files. ^^ [Sho-k, matte yo! I'll burn all these files for you so you can drool too!]
I'll upload some files for Jun-a... no requests from Nino-y or Aiba-f? Or maybe they have all the files already?? ^^;; Hahahaha. Anyway, if you guys want to have my files, just tell me which one, ok? I'll upload them ASAP!!!

I romanized several songs today... KAT-TUN's "Harukana Yakusoku" and Yuichiro Sakuraba's "Omaeya nai to akannen" were easy. Not that I'm boasting or anything... but their pronunciations were clear so I didn't have to double check the kanjis. Also, the kanji weren't so hard either [probably 'cause I've learned some of them]... also the lyric for KAT-TUN's song, as written on the screen on MS, was written in KATAKANA!! --> XD How more convenient can you get?! ^^;;; They even used katakana for some of the words that have a particular kanji. Hehe. I'm still trying to romanize Tackey & Tsubasa's "Yume Monogatari"... half-done. This one is slightly harder 'cause TxT sing really fast. @_@ Help!

My dad has become really fussy today. He wanted me to clean the computer room... at least tidy up the magazines that are scattered all over the carpet. He was also telling me to lower the volume of my PC (^^;; he has a point because it was blaring the songs of those Johnny's guys). He fussed about my lunch as well - I didn't want to eat but he told me I had to eat. Then he asked me some more questions about my sis. Argh. My dad is being "mother" today. And I haven't really seen my mom today so my mom's being "father" today. XD LOL! I think I'll bug them after this... I want to watch KAT-TUN Concert DVD. Hohohoho. ^o^

Blog again later...

Tomatoe @ Friday, May 16, 2003 - 1:43 p.m.

OMAEYA NAI TO AKANNEN
Sakuraba Yuichiro [Tomoya Nagase in "Mukodono 2003"]

Onna ni wakarahen
Otoko no iji ga aru shi
Sunao ni iwarehen
Kodoku na yoru mo aru shi

Wakatte kureru ka oira wo zenbu
Isshou kakatte ii kara

Tada massugu kono yume wo kanaeyou yo

## WOW YEAH
Hoshizoratachi ga
Oiratachi no mirai wo
Ima mitodoketeru kara
Hora kuchizuke wo shiyou
WOW YEAH
Oshaberi de ee nen
Donkusai no mo omaeyanen
Tsuitekoi

Onna ni miseraren
Otoko no namida arushi
Ah…
Nakanaka wasurehen
Ironna omoi mo arushi

Wakatte kureru ka oira wo zenbu
Isshou kakatte ii kara

Akogareteta ano mise wo yoyaku shita yo

## WOW YEAH
Hoshizoratachi ni
Oiratachi no mirai wo
Hora sengen suru yo
Zettai shiawase ni suru yo
WOW YEAH
Nebosuke de ee nen
Ryori heta no mo omaeyanen
Tsuite koi

WOW YEAH
Hoshizoratachi ga oiratachi no mirai wo
Ima mitodoketerukara hora
I WANNA KISS NOW
WOW YEAH
Oshaberi de ee nen
Donkusai no mo omaeyanen
Tsuite koi
WOW YEAH!
Hoshizoratachi ni oiratachi no mirai wo
Hora sengen suru yo
Zettai shiawase ni suru yo
WOW YEAH
Nebosuke de eenen
Ryori heta no mo omaeyanen
Tsuite koi … Oh yeah … Tsuite koi

Romaji by Ami-chan. Straight off the Myojo Young Song Book (June '03). DO NOT STEAL OR POST THE LYRICS ANYWHERE WITHOUT PERMISSION!
Now I go work on KAT-TUN's "Harukana Yakusoku" for my Junno site and also try to catch the lyrics of Tackey & Tsubasa's "Yume Monogatari".
....... just fixed some typos. :P

Tomatoe @ Thursday, May 15, 2003 - 08:03 p.m.

^^;;;;; O-kaaaaay.

I won't take down the Tsubasa layout just yet

Right. I'll just leave it there as it is... so everyone can drool on him as much as they want as long as it lasts. But actually, I'm doing it for Yona. ^^ As a way to saying thanks for all those files she uploaded... So, this one's for you, Yona! =)

Just got back from the movies... watched X2: X-Men United. I don't know what say about the film. I guess it's OKAY. There's this one scene that cracked me up the most... when Wolverine and Rogue and these two boys (forgot their names) used Cyclops' car to escape from the dorm, one of the boys turned on the stereo and the song that came out from it was ... N'SYNC's song "Bye Bye Bye". Whooohaaaa!!!! XD That was a classic! I love the MAJOR HINT that CYCLOPS IS A PREPPY BOY. ^^ And the way Cyclops keep wearing sweaters and stuff...gee go! You can't go any preppier than that, man.
I LOVE IT!!! I love Cyclops! Atashi no taipu!!! [No, seriously... most of the guys I like are the "clean, good guys, boy-next-door" type.] --> What, you don't believe me?? ^^;; Okay, fine, suit yourself. =P LOL! LOL!
No, I really love Cyclops. I love his sunglasses. Gee, I do have a thing for sunglasses. Have I ever mentioned I bought six pairs in Italy? I only stayed there for six months and I got myself six pairs of sunglasses. I live for sunglasses!!! I can't wait to see "Matrix Reloaded". I want to see the sunglasses there!
Before that, I'm going to watch "Johnny English" (that'll be on Monday). I wonder if there will be any sunglasses. =P

I can't take my eyes off the MS and PJ performances of TxT, Kinki Kids, KAT-TUN, Yuichiro Sakuraba and Kouhei Doujima.
Every time I see Doujima-san, I smile.
Every time I see Kinki Kids, I laugh.
Every time I see Sakuraba, I melt.
Every time I see Tackey & Tsubasa, I squeal and palpitate.
Every time I see KAT-TUN, I scream then nosebleed then faint.
I need a cure for all these fangirl syndromes! >_< It doesn't help that I go out with my family, watching a film where there's a really, really cute preppy boy who wears cool sunglasses and then eating in a nice restaurant with my family. I come home, I turn on the computer and I go crazy all over again. It's definitely not healthy! But it makes me happy. It's like a drug or something... JE IS MY DRUG!!!. Heh, heh.

Maybe I should just follow Enzo's suggestion:
GO TO ITALY, STUDY SOMETHING USEFUL FOR MY FUTURE AND GO OUT ON A DATE WITH HIM SO THAT HE FINDS OUT IF THERE'S A CHANCE FOR THE TWO OF US. ^-^
Enzo's so gonna be happy to know that I write about him in this blog. Ne, pazzo Enzo? You dawg. =P LOL!

I don't know what else to write.
Might as well watch Junno in skimpy red clothing showing off his arms and chest again.
*NOSEBLEED*

Tomatoe @ Thursday, May 15, 2003 - 11:12 a.m.

^-^
Tsubasa & Purple is back...
Hahaha. Can't believe people actually participated in "voting" for what to do next. Thankies, guys.

YONA + ELYSIA, ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!

*cry* *touched*
Yona and Elysia are so nice!!!
Elysia sent me the Yuichiro Sakuraba Pop Jam performance file... it was huge! And she sent it by ICQ, so it took more than two hours to send. We also chatted for that length of time required to download the file... I'm so happy. ^-^ Sakuraba is so kakkoii in the performance. I'm still missing the talk, tho... Hmmm... but even the performance is enough to make me cry out...

"ABANG, NARSIS BENER GAYA LOE!"
(Niichan, your style is so damn narcissistic!)

What, you expected me to drool?? ^^
Okay, I admit, he's very handsome and very cool... but even if I admire his looks, it's because of the way he sings. He uses hand motions and he also wears this serious expression on his face, that look that shows he's really into the song... savoring every moment singing it. It makes the song more beautiful. Ahh, his voice. HIS VOICE!!

Then Yona uploaded all the MS performances by Tackey & Tsubasa and KAT-TUN. ^-^ Yona is very prompt. She's absolutely amazing... well, actually I envy her. ^^;; Hehehehehehe. She must be using DSL... ADSL? I have no idea but her connection is 100 times faster than mine so she can afford to download all these clips from WinMX (problem w/ me is that... Indo cable connection is *not* as fast as everyone thinks it is and I just have no luck with WinMX... >_< It's like the world against me there. I have more luck w/ Kazaa, and unfortunately Kazaa doesn't have that many files as WinMX does. >_<)
Anyway, back to the files... I'm currently downloading the TxT one. I watched the KAT-TUN one first and I ... did ... FAINT momentarily. KAT-TUN in skimpy red clothes... all baring their arms and chest... *palpitations* How can people under-20 look so damn sexy??? Argh....
I'm going to stop here before I faint for real just talking about it.
In half an hour, I'm going to have another fainting session. Yep, and that's going to be because of TxT's MS performance. Argh, Takki, Tsuba... you guys still rule my heart, too!
But thankies, Yona. You've been involved in making me nosebleed and faint more... and I'm forever grateful! ^-^

Now.
What to do with the layout?
I just put up this Tsubasa file because I'm going to take it down tomorrow. Hikzzzzzzzzz...
I really want to use a new layout.
I made another imprompty layout yesterday... finished the design in one hour. The HTML took longer because I decided to use tables. But I really want to use that one. ^-^ Fufufufu.
But I just know I have to give a proper goodbye to this layout first. I took it down really quickly a few days ago, also in anger and sadness, so I feel like I have to put it back up again so I can write nice things in here to honor it before I say goodbye. (Heeee... I really sound like I'm saying goodbye to my significant other! ^^;; Oh, wait, Tsuba *is* my significant other! Hohohohoho! ^0^)
I'm going to make a SUPER LOVE LOVE TACKEY & TSUBASA LAYOUT for the future! ^-^ I want a very, very INTIMATE and SEXY layout for TxT!! Must look for ideas now!

VIVA TACKEY & TSUBASA PER SEMPRE!