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Tuesday, 13 May 2003 ++ 06:44 p.m.
I feel so sick right now. I'm sick of everything. XP This is just one of these days where you just don't want to do anything because you're just sick of everything.
I have a splitting headache thanks to the 50 new kanji characters I've been trying to learn for the past two days... and I had to do a revision on the "sonkeigo" and "ukemi". @______@ I have enough kanji in my head to last a lifetime. I'm giving up the Junno articles' translations for now because I know if I take one look at the kanji dictionary I'd destroy it. ^^;;;;; Yep, that's how hard I studied for the past few days.
Stupid me! I don't have to redo the HTML codes for the Tsuba, all I have to do is copy paste the source from the archived pages. @__@ But right now my mood is really dark, so I'm just going to use this dark layout. I want to do a new Tsuba/Takki layout but all the inspirations come when I see Junno's pics. ^^;;
Cecil, thank God the package arrived safely. ^^ That's probably the only thing that I'm happy about today. Enjoy Okada, Abang, and everyone else. ^-^ Me be enjoying Junno, Takki and Tsuba of course.
Anyway, I updated Eyecandy with pics of Nagase/Sakuraba, who's so IN right now thanks to his beautiful song.
I burned that song in a CD. I used one whole CD to burn that one song only!!! So in that CD, there are like 15 tracks, but all those fifteen tracks consist only of one song... "Omae ya nai to akannen". HAH! That's how much I love the song! ^-^ Heh, heh. And I'm now able to sing along to that song right now... I love the part where he goes, "Ahh". *hugs Abang*
Bang, kali ini gue ga bakal nusukin loe pake sumpit deh, terus2an aja ya Bang nyanyi lagu kayak gitu buat gue. Gue bisa sayang sama loe selamanya deh Bang. Mau loe kawin ama Mbak Yumi juga bodo amat... YANG PENTING LOE TETAP NYANYI SEPERTI ITU!!!!
My brain's screwed already. I need a break from... ALL THIS.
Special message to Jun-a
Hehehehe, Aki-chan, you are so right. I'm in "supaa rabu rabu" mode with Doujima-san... thanks to Mic! I don't know why, but I really like seeing him... not only because he has this warm smile, but overall, he's totemo yasashisou desu yo... ^-^ So, he was really accompanying Tsuyoshi to buy a guitar?? I didn't read that article because I was busy translating KAT-TUN's article. ^^;;; *blush* I'll try to read, maybe tomorrow. Right now, I just can't see kanji anymore. ^^;;
Yeah, I do get tired when I don't sleep properly... well, not physically anyway. For me, when I don't sleep properly it's more like a "mental exhaustion", because I keep think about my problems continuously and it makes me feel very, very tired. But that's just my really bad habit. When I'm already into something, I find it hard to stop... I want to finish it before I lose interest in doing it... that's why I push myself really hard when I have a project or something... ^^;;;;; Chotto abunai desu ne? I hope you and Nino are not like me at all. ^^;;;
Heh, heh, you didn't write too much! I can never get enough talking with you!!! See here, I'm writing an even longer entry especially for you!! ^_^ Thanks for coming to my blog, ne~ Also, thanks for complimenting my blog layout.. ^^;; This is supposed to be my "angry" layout. ^^;; Hahahaha... so surprised some people liked it... =P LOL!
Aki, I really can't stop watching that clip!!! ^-^ I'm going to thank you again for uploading it... =) I still can't believe Takki, Tsuba and Sho used to look and act like that. Compared to them at that period in the clip, I'd say right now they are "agressive". ;) LOL! LOL! I also can't stop laughing at the jokes Kouchan and Tsuyoshi made. Really funny!! They look absolutely young!!! Amazing. =P
Well, I think I better stop here... this "blog email". ^^;;; I hope you enjoy the Arashi pics I uploaded, if you haven't seen them already. Mata ne! Monday, 12 May 2003 ++ 09:39 p.m.
~_~ Enzo, anche tu adesso mi ferisci??
I tried watching KAT-TUN's MS performance (streaming) but the file kept buffering. I'm so pissed. >_< Better find the file soon. REI, I'M DYING HERE! CAN'T YOU CALL AKIHIRO TO SEND YOU THE VIDEOS SOONER?! I'm desperate. I like the song, though. Of course, that's my very SUBJECTIVE opinion because I heard only bits of the song since it kept buffering every 3 seconds. Damn it.
Has anyone bought Duet and Potato June issue? *faint* Someone get me a Kleenex!!! ICE PACK!!! No, better yet, CALL THE AMBULANCE! GET THE STRETCHER!!! I need to go to the hospital ASAP.
^^;;; Speaking of nosebleeds, I read in Jenn's TxT concert report, Toma and Nakamaru also nosebled during the concert. @_@ Exhaustion? Anxiety? Poor them. But it'd be really funny if they nosebled because of Junno. ^^;; Join the club, join the club! LOL!
Where the hell is my Tsubasa layout code?! >_< I lost it! Did I save it in another folder? I just know I saved it?! >_< I'm stuck with this layout for now. ~_~ I should've saved it in FrontPage instead. @_@ I have too many files.
^-^ Ain't he cute, Doujima-san? He's so sweet. Me likey this man soooooooooo much. I adore his music. Tsuyoshi-kun mo kakkoii desu. Kono sasshin wa totemo kirei desu! I like the guitar background. It gives the impression of being in a musical paradise.
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Sunday, 11 May 2003 ++ 08:32 p.m.
Omigod I'm on SUPER HAPPY MODE right now!
KOUHEI DOUJIMA ON POP JAM!
Doujima-san ga DAIDAIDAIDAIDAIDAISUKI!!!
He's just one of the most talented musicians in existence right now. Seriously. Argh. I'm just so amazed that he was even in Pop Jam! I never expected him to appear anywhere but Domoto Kyoudai. And I was already so desperate when I found out he wouldn't be included in the new cast of DK. >_< I thought I wouldn't be able to see him again. But ahhh, he appeared on PJ! ^-^ URESHII!!!
Okay, this is just another one of my frantic emotional outbursts! ^^;;; Sunday, 11 May 2003 ++ 04:57 p.m.
Seems like many of my friends are crazy about Yuichiro Sakuraba's new song, "Omae ya nai to akannen". It *is* a good song, I have to say. I loved it the moment I heard it on Pop Jam. Too bad I missed the talk part. >_< I just know Abang Tomo talked with Tsunku. Hiks. I'm looking for the download of that talk.
(Question: Is this song in Kansai-ben? =O)
The musical "Spirit of the Dance" last night was really nice. I enjoyed it. It's a fresh kind of getaway from the J-pop music mode I'm so into right now. It was good. I thought the dancers were really professional. The songs were more modern and dynamic from the original "Riverdance", and it made some parts look more exaggerative but their footwork is awesome so I didn't mind the "exaggerations".
What a surprise too! I met an "old friend": Thomas Djorghi (Indonesians should know this artist's name). His seat was next to ours. He sat next to "his mom" (i.e. my mom). My mom adopted a lot of sons... ^^;;; -> just like I adopt idol brothers and sons. XD Hohohoho! It's been a long time since I saw him last... and the last time I talked to him for real was like, what, seven years ago?! ^^;;; He hasn't changed much. He's still funny and likes to joke a lot. My mom was certainly happy to see one of her "sons" again. [I'll bet, if my mom really knew Tomoya Nagase, she'd adopt him. XD Huahahahaha...]
The only inconvenience we exprienced last night was having to walk 1 km from our car to JCC because the traffic was jammed. It practically stopped and we had to use our feet to get to the hall so that we wouldn't miss the show. As it turned out *EVERYONE* was late so the show was delayed for half an hour. Urgh. I was hearing high heels. Now my feet hurt extremely. I should've worn my walking boots. >_< Thank God I was wearing a short skirt and not a long skirt like my sister did! @_@ If I had worn long skirt, I would've tripped in the middle of the street and got run over by a car or a motorcycle.
I saw Kiss shita Tsuyoshi that Jun-a uploaded last night. It was hilarious.
I liked it when Tsuyoshi and Koichi talked in Kansai-ben! I love Kansai-ben soooooo much!! I want to learn Kansai-ben! It's a wonderful dialect! (Blame it on my Osaka-born roommate in Italy, Mikarin, and Kanjani boys.)
And whoaaa... the old batch Juniors. Many of them I don't recognize. I only know Jun Akiyama, Tomohiro Hara and Yuki Kohara. Who are all the others? ^^;; Hahaha.
Man, Kouchan looks extremely young there. But so were Takki, Tsuba and... Sho! Omigod, Tsuba and Sho were the cutest!!! ^-^ Tsuba was really shy and laughed so sweetly when Tsuyoshi sort of interviewed him. I wanted to CUDDLE him! What a sweet, sweet boy!!! And Sho was a big difference too, then from now. He looked extremely sweet as a boy and he was also very timid. But now... hohohoho. He looks so mature. Why do these guys look so different when they're young? ^^;;
Oh and feel free to kick me but I think... Sanche is one really good-looking man. He's cool!!! WOW! Can I pack my bags now and ask him to teach me how to dance? XD How long has he been in the Jimusho? I'm really curious about Sanche.
I'll blog later since today's probably the last day I'm going to use this Yohji layout. I'm going back to Tsubasa layout. I think I can handle looking at him without feeling too crushed now. ^-^ Jenn's talk and also some news on her website cheered me up! I'm also printing her concert report. I want to make it like a book for me to read anytime anywhere! ^-^ I luv the report!!! Saturday, 10 May 2003 ++ 06:04 p.m.
Just making some edits...
OH DANG IT!!!
KAT-TUN PERFORMS THEIR NEW SONG ON MS!
^^;; Aren't they so ready to release an album? Heck, I'll make an album by myself out of their songs.
This is the song the performed at the TxT concert. And I just read Jenn's TxT concert report. What a lot of fun!!! I haven't even finished reading half of it... LOL! Felt so excited about it. ^-^ Me wanna go to a Johnny's concert. >_< But this year it's quite impossible for me to go.
*CRY* KAT-TUN!!!
I actually have to get ready to go to the musical tonight but I'm still chatting with Cecil. She's telling me this juicy story about all the people she met yesterday. I can't believe whom she met in Sportsgirls store in Melbourn! XD LOL!!!
Cece and I chatted too, earlier today. Hohoho. Cece's story was really funny, too. XD This morning Cece broke her mother's favorite bowl because of... TSUBASA IMAI. Oh yeah. His fault all right. XD Cece was using the bowl and suddenly she heard Tsuba's voice on the TV and she somehow broke the ball when she got up in surprise. ^^;; Hahaha. We were saying, Tsuba should pay for the bowl. XD LOL! And it's a Japanese-type of bowl, so we called Takki and Tsuba and asked them to send Cece one. XD LOL!
Got my magz already. ^-^ Nope, I'm not nosebleeding yet. I haven't opened the Duet and Potato. Instead I'm checking out this one magazine I've never bought before. Interesting... Saturday, May 10, 2003 ++ 01:28 p.m.
Feeling much, much better now. Thanks to my dark layout, which turns out to look not so bad after all (considering I did the design in 30 minutes and couldn't be bothered to think up of any fancy stuff. Then again, who cares about fanciness when you're such in a foul mood?).
I'm still keeping this layout for the weekend, because I still can't look at Tsuba's face right now. It still breaks my heart. Now the anger's left me, but I still feel very sorry for what happened to Tsubasa. ~_~ Hope everything's going to be all right for him and Takki!!!
VIVA TACKEY & TSUBASA PER SEMPRE!!!
I got a call from Kino yesterday. My June issues of Duet and Potato have arrived. Whoa. That's quick. ^^;; I'm going to spend more money today (already spent some on books yesterday - although I couldn't afford to buy some of them, especially those books on design and that LOTR art book... >_<) and yet I still have so many items in my wishlist. ^^;; When will this ever stop, I wonder... probably never. XD LOL!
Anyways, I expect to nosebleed more when I see the June Duet and Potato... Junno, Takki, Tsuba, Arashi, KAT-TUN... Expect me to scan some of the good stuff from there. ;) Hihihihi. I'm back to scanning mode. ;)
I hope I don't nosebleed tonight, when I go to watch that musical "Spirit of the Dance" with my mom and sis. =P LOL! I wonder how I'll be in the middle of the SHOCK musical. Massive nosebleed, I imagine. ^^;; Mic, the doctor, will definitely have to rescue me. LOL!
ARASHI CREW
Jun-a, thanks soooo much for the files! I've already downloaded them and am about to watch them (right after I finish writing this entry). Also thanks for the screencaps! KAWAII!!! ALL THREE OF THEM ARE KAWAII!!!
Aiba-f, so glad you can join us now. Hope your finals went well! ^-^ Don't forget to join us in the stormy madness!!!
Err... I think I'm going to need a space to upload mp3 of "All or Nothing" for Sho-k, so I think some of the older files can be deleted?? What do you think, Nino-y? The PVs of "Tomadoinagara", I've finished downloading. Dunno 'bout the others, though.
I'm going to upload the AnAn scans tomorrow. I know Nino-y is going home on the weekend and Aiba-f still has something to for school stuff... so I'd rather wait until everyone has time to enjoy the pics. Just tell me when you're ready! ^-^
PLUG: ILLUMINATIONS
Illuminating, indeed. ^-^ For fans of CNN, check out this girl's blog because she has a very good-looking Italian journalist who happens to be the CNN Rome Bureau Chief on her new layout. (Great, my best friend is in love with an Italian news bureau chief. I'm in love with a bunny. XD *NOSEBLEED*)
PLUG: ABSOLUT
I am ABSOLUT-ly in love with this vodka website. After ENGRISH and TOKIDOKI, now ABSOLUT. I'm definitely even more encouraged to learn web and graphic design! It's just so cool. *sigh* Flash is nice. Heavy, complicated but NICE. I also want to try the ABSOLUT KURANT. ~_~ Ihiks. The ABSOLUT LEGEND campaign by designer Jean Paul Gaulthier is also very cool. I'm interested now to learn about Scandinavian myths and legends. Not just the Vikings, but everything. Maybe I should take up Ancient History instead?! =P LOL! Friday, 9 May 2003 ++ 08:10 p.m.
I feel like I'm hurting so much right now. So I will call this layout "SPECIAL RANT EDITION OF THE TOMATOE DIARY". >_<
I'm just so upset about the Tsubasa necklace thingie.
I can't help but feel deeply hurt inside because of two things:
1. I know how disappointed and sad Tsubasa must feel because of this
2. I am TRULY DISAPPOINTED by the KAT-TUN fans' behaviors
I probably wouldn't feel *this* desperate if the fan was a Tsuba fan and she just kept the necklace for herself. Hey, after all, there are those fans who do crazy, fanatical things - stalk, steal underwears, etc, etc... but this girl who stole Tsuba's necklace is not even a Tsuba fan. SHE'S A "SO-CALLED" KAT-TUN FAN. I put emphasis on "so-called" because a person like that is not worthy of being called a fan at all.
WHY ON EARTH WOULD SHE DO SUCH THING?!
What, jealousy? Envy? Pissed at Tsuba because he didn't come to wave at her or let her touch him?! WHAT?!
And then... the thing about her selling the necklace in an auction. That really did it for me. SELLING THE NECKLACE!!! How low can someone get?! She might as well sell herself. Seriously.
Actually, I'm much calmer than I was before when I first heard the news. I was totally mad when I read it, especially upon knowing that the thief is Jin's "so-called" fan. @_@ I was like, "Please, please, please God, don't let Junno have fans like her. I don't want Junno's fans to steal anything from anyone." And I was also angry when I read that KAT-TUN's fans were quite disrespectful towards TxT during the MC Talk, by yelling out KAT-TUN's members' names instead. For God's sake, WAIT UNTIL KAT-TUN'S SOLO CONCERT IN THE SUMMER TO YELL THEIR NAMES!!! It's a TxT CONCERT, DAMN IT!!!
This thing about fans of a certain unit disrespecting other units just really gets on my nerves, especially after one time I got an email from a fan of a particular Johnny's unit who said that TxT doesn't deserve to debut because she thinks TxT do not a. dance good enough, and b. sing good enough.
HELLO?! OPEN YOUR EYES!!!
They can sing, they can dance.
Quit whining already if other groups can't debut.
For me, it's not the debut that really matters - when you like something/someone, you'd support it no matter what he/she does. Junno hasn't debuted, he's not as popular as others, but I support him no matter what he does. So, I especially hate it when fans belittle and diss other units just because their fave groups didn't debut or are less famous than some other groups.
Ah this is useless. There just too many stupid people in this world. I'm stupid too, but at least I realize my weaknesses and I try not to make mistakes and I certainly respect people who really deserves to be respected. Those really, really stupid ones are the ones who don't realize their mistake, or worse, KNOW THAT THEY'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG BUT DOESN'T DO ANTYHING TO CORRECT IT. Exactly like that girl. Surely she knows what she's doing is wrong, but it doesn't seem like she's planning to make it up to Tsuba and all the other KAT-TUN and Johnny's fans by returning the necklace to the rightful owner. Now that's just plain IGNORANT and UNCIVILIZED. I'm going to continue call her stupid. No respect from me, that's for sure. She better watch out; if she ever comes my way, God knows what I'll do to her. >_<
I need to calm myself down.
Sorry, K4r-kun and Mic, I'm afraid my e-mails will come late again. ~_~ Also to Sita and Fang, I was planning to email them too today but with this kind of mood I won't be able to "talk" normally on the email. I want to try to calm myself down first, okay?
See y'all tomorrow when I (hopefully) get better. Friday, 9 May 2003 ++ 03:17 p.m.
Testing to see how this thing looks like.
Hiks.
I'm pissed.
I'm sad. I'm upset.
I'm crying.
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