Wednesday, 6 August 2003 at 03:30 a.m.

*sigh* This is going to be my last entry using TxT pictures. ~_~ Hiks. >>>>>>>> BUT THIS DOESN'T MEAN MY LOVE FOR TxT HAS FADED OUT!!! NO SIREE, I WILL CONTINUE TO SUPPORT TACKEY & TSUBASA AS A UNIT! I WILL SUPPORT THEIR TxT LUV FOREVER! ^______________^ YAY!!! (This means, I will continue to talk about TxT, even without pictures. =P LOL!)

Jitsu wa I don't have anymore space in my Junno web server. Hahaha... not for non-Junno site stuff anyway. Hiks. ~_~ I have to buy a new server for non-Junno stuff. I already have a domain name picked out, but I have to wait for Papa-san and Mama-san to allow me to use the credit card for web stuff again. @__@ Hee. By the way, it's going to be ABSOLUT-TOMATOE.NET! ^_^

So, this pic is called T42 as in tea for two --> they are sitting on a sofa, looking like they are having afternoon tea together and flirting a lot. I am imagining this conversation:

Takki: How much sugar would you like to have, dear?
Tsuba: Just a little bit please, darling.
Takki: (smiles) Yes, you are sweet enough for your own tea.
Tsuba: (smiles too) You are sweeter, though.

[Peeking from the door is Tsubasa's baby sister, Ami, who brings a camera to secretly take a snapshop of her brother and his boyfriend. Behind her stand her some of her schoolmates, namely Yona, Lein, Dorothy and Michiko. The other four are shoving each other to get a better view of the two occupants of the living room while Ami edges closer to the sofa to get a better shot of her brother and his boyfriend. Suddenly Yona's cell phone rings.]
Ami: (whispers) Sssshhh! Yona! Turn that off! We're going to get caught!
Yona: (whispers) Sorry! But this is senpai calling! (answers phone) Moshimoshi... Ah! Jenn-senpai! ... we are at Ami's house now... yes, we are taking the picture! Oh, wow! The first Takitsuba Romance Photo Album is finished?
Michiko + Dorothy + Lein: (squeals quietly)
Ami: (smiles) Ohh, goodie... now we can start up TakiTsuba Romance Photo Album part 2 with this pic I'm about to take!
Michiko: (whispers) Ami! Hayaku!! Take a pic!!! Look, they're about to KISU KISU!

[Without realizing that they are being watched, Takki makes a move to kiss Tsuba but Tsuba suddenly laughs (grrh, what a mood-spoiler! >.< Tsubaka!) Takki frowns slightly.]
Tsuba: Dear, do you remember...
Takki: What?
Tsuba: Our first date?
Takki: Of course I remember! How can I forget?
Tsuba: How about if we go out to that same place we went for the first date? Wouldn't it be fun? We couldn't go on our 1 year anniversary last week, but I still want to go out celebrate!
Takki: Okay, we'll go there this weekend. I'll cancel my appointment with Aiba.
Tsuba: (frowns) What are you doing with Aiba?
Takki: Nothing, actually. We just thought we'd hang out together. But I'd rather be with you, dear...
Tsuba: You're not ... (suddenly becomes shy)
Takki: (smiles knowingly) Of course not! Aiba and I are just friends! You're the only one for me.
Tsuba: ^_____________________________________^
Takki: ^-^ KAWAII!!!

[Ami & Co. are already palpitating... they are always over-excited when they see Takitsuba being mushy mushy and lovey dovey. Lein reminds Ami to start taking pictures! Ami, with an expression of pure delight on her face, starts clicking her dejikamu. Suddenly the perfect moment came... TAKITSUBA KISU SHITA!!! The girls squeal loudly as Ami clicks the dejikamu to capture the moment!

.... unfortunately...]
Tsuba: OH NO!!! AMI!!! WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!
Ami: ^^;;; Ehhh... aniki... I... uh... we are just...
Tsuba: (frowns and says dangerously) Ami, hand me over that dejikamu... (turns to Takki) Darling, I told you it was not a good idea to give her the dejikamu...
Takki: Aww, it's all right, dear! (turns to Ami and her nervously giggling friends) How's about if we pose once again for your camera?
Michiko: REALLY?! ^_____^
Yona: THANK YOU, SENPAI!
Dorothy: We love you!
Lein: YAYY!!!
Ami: Ahh, I feel faint! Finally, I don't have to hide anymore!
Takki: Just this once, okay, girls?
5 girls: (nods fervently)
Ami: Okie, okie! ANIKI, TAKKI-CHAN, POSE POSE!!! Be romantic!

[Takitsuba once again KISU SURU! ^-^ and Ami... CLICK!]
5 girls: YAYYYY!!!
Lein: (on the phone now with Tia-senpai and Fang-senpai who are sharing the same receiver on the other side) WE GOT IT! WE GOT IT!!!
Ami: (huggles her oniisan and Takki) ARIGATOU! ARIGATOU!
Michiko: Ureshii yannen!
Yona: (has fainted to the floor for real)
Dorothy: (fans Yona with her hand)
Ami: Let's go upload the photo in fanclub headquarters! ^-^

[5 girls run away - Yona has to be carried actually - and Dear & Darling are left alone again]
Takki: Aww, aren't they sweet?
Tsuba: (ignores his comment and grabs Takki by the collar of his shirt, looks into Takki's eyes) Now, where were we?
Takki: Ehem, I believe we were... (starts to lean forward towards Tsuba)

[CURTAINS CLOSED]

YAY!!! That's another fic done! XD Nyahahahahahaha. Midnight hype, midnight hype! :D Ehehehehe. Tanoshikatta! I want to write the tsubAMI diary again. ^o^ Hohoho.

Okay, to cool off from that "adventurous" bit of fic, I think I'll talk about something else. =P
My mom's surgery is successful, it seems. The surgery was at seven AM yesterday morning! That was dead early! And I thought I should go there at ten or something to look after her stuff and her room while she's in the surgery room. @___@ But anyway in the end I didn't go to the hospital because I felt so sleepy and I have sore tooth (hiks, why do wisdom teeth hurt when they are growing?! >___<). In the end, I stayed home and sulked and had a fight with my sister. Blah.
But I was able to have more time to update the Junno site... I found out I work better not only when I am under pressure, but also when I have a toothache! ^^;;; It seems that my creativity is a bit masochistic. ^^;; Hee.
Other than that, I've re-reading Kyoko Hikawa's comic... I love MR. FRIDAY! I want to make a Jyaanis fic based on that! ^___^ Maybe I'll use TxT as model again. Huehehhe... but actually, I am thinking maybe I should pair up Junno and Kame this time! LOL! (Okay, where the hell did that come from!) Well, I wanted to write this fic using Jane (Mubesu) and Inocchi (V6) as characters but I forgot where I put the document for that fic... >.< So I can't continue it. Besides, now Jane's got a boyf already... :D Nyahahaha, and I found out Inocchi is a bit of a sukebe (huahahaha!) so I can't use them anymore! LOL! Imeeji ga chigau!!! XD So, maybe it'll be TxT or JunnoxKame. :D

By the way, I started a program in the JE FORUM called CHATTERBOX. It's just a chat program... been neglecting the chatroom for so long there. >.< Junko and I decided to revive it! ^-^
JE MEMBERS, PLEASE JOIN! CHECK YOUR INSTANT MESSAGES FOR THE DETAILS!

By the way, I miss Mic. Thank goodness, I've been able to chat more often this week with Terry. Fufufufu... ^-^ But, where did you go to, Blurry Sotong #2? Wanna chat again!!! Lately, I've only been chatting with Blurry Sotong #3... I miss our conference chats!

OH!!!
PLUG: PIECES
Well, look who's decided to make a comeback special! It's Fi! FI... YOKATTA! YOU GOT A NEW LAYOUT TOO! ^-^ Her new layout is so gurlie too. :D Hehehe. I am in the mood for gurlie layouts, so I am happy to see her new one. Hohoho... ^o^ Check it out guys. It's really been a loooooooong time since the last time she blogged. Eep.

Ahh, I am sleepy now... I wanna go to bed... but probably I am going to watch Treasure Planet first (this animation film rocks! Love it so much ... and now I miss the original novel by RLS, Treasure Island... I have to find my copy!) Well, nighty night, bloggie.

Please give me a TxT dream, please give me a TxT dream, please give me a TxT dream... >.<

Tuesday, 5 August 2003 at 01:50 a.m.

What is it with me and past-midnight entries? Told you I get hyper at midnight. But then again I have insomnia. =P LOL. Okay, whatever. And yes, it looks like I'm parading my TxT Futari De pics collection. Bwahaha. This is once again one of my favorites. ^-^ Fufufufu. Cute, ne? Kinda makes you wonder, what the hell were they doing before this?! XD Nyahahaha. I LOVE POPOLO!!! Their TxT pics are juicy. ^_________^ Beats WU, Potato and Duet anytime. Nyahahahaha.

Well, so glad that the Yume Monogatari single rumor is NOT TRUE. Gosh, I seriously think I am going to cry if they really do release Yume as a single with Kaze and Love & Tough as c/w. As much as I love Yume, but if the c/w songs are those, I'm gonna skip. @___@ Okay, you know what, I better stop talking about their upcoming single/album. I am going nutters about this... I can actually cry when I think that they are not giving us any real clues about *WHEN* they will actually be releasing a new single.

And, OMG, I *DO NOT* want to watch BOKU DAKE NO MADONNA. It hurts even more now seeing Takki and Hasekyo. Blahhhhh... it's not because I dislike seeing Jyaanis boys with a female (nyahaha... XD), but it's really because Takki is not with Tsuba there and he's doing all these mushy scenes with her!!! >______< Heee. I know a lot of people don't think like I do... there are only very few of TxT fans like me who actually support TxT Luv Luv, and I sound very selfish if I say I want Takki only to be with Tsuba... but hell, yeah, that's how I really feel. T____________T

Okay, I think I feel like crying again. ^^;;; Hah.

I'll try to talk about something fun first.
Like BABY BUNNY'S NEW HAIRSTYLE!.
Nyahaha, meches in biondo! ^-^ Blond meches. Or is it white? Well, in any case, IT LOOKS DAMN FINE. It makes him look sexy and younger... gosh, he just looks so cute. And the volley jersey he's wearing... so cool. I think I'm going to cut my hair Tsuba style and do the coloring like Junno does. I don't need to change the color at all because Junno's hair is already brown-ish now and my hair is also brown-ish, so I can just have it highlighted like his... ^_______^ YAYYY!!! Hair-look problem solved! I gotta print the pic to show it to my hairdresser... nyahahahaha...
Oh and I'm in an updating frenzy. Just finished the complete Shokura reports and uploaded it. It's two weeks late but I still did it anyway because there were some unforgettable Junno moments in those episodes. And plus, those were the episodes where Tsubasa appeared as guest star! He should come again (please come with your aikata, Tsuba-sama!!! >.<) I want to see Tsuba and Junno in one camera shot again.
I'm so really glad that KAT-TUN is in Tsuba's faction. Nyahahaha... they are the perfect "slaves" for Tsubasa. I am grateful that KAT-TUN have been TxT's backdancers so far because it's just so wonderful for me to be able to see my two fave groups in one performance. ^_______^ (And I repeat again: I still wish JE would make J-ERO so I can see Arashi together with TxT and KAT-TUN too. *praying hard*)

Argh, I am not concentrating well. >.< Mom's in the hospital. Today's her surgery at noon. @_@ I gotta go to the hospital to wait for her with my aunt. Gosh, I hate the hospital. Why does it have to be MY PARENTS in the hospital?! >___< (Now "hospital" has entered my "dislikes" list!) I feel so sad. ~_~ I have to pray again for Mom. Hmmm. Thank God Pika is here so I don't have to go through this alone.

And I'm now ranting pointlessly. ^^;;;
Will try not to do that again.
I should go back to my room and try to get some sleep instead of manically and obsessively working on things that I can actually do at some other time. ^^;;; Kuse, kuse... bad habit, this. I'll probably read my Italian studies notes or something, and plot a fic of TxT Italian honeymoon.
Hmm... I'll make them go off to Venezia and ride a gondola and kiss under a bridge or something. Huahaha. But then again, Venezia's water smells. @____@ I have to steal Yona's honeymoon plans and make TxT go to Capri island instead... but actually Bergamo is also fine. ^-^ It's smaller, more private, and definitely romantic. Fufufu! Yeah, I think I am going to make a TxT honeymoon fic! Nyahahaha..........

Ooops, did I just ruin my plan for a good night rest?!

Monday, 4 August 2003 at 02:27 p.m.

TxT, shitsurei shimasu... kyou wa chotto Junno ni tsuite shaberitai...

JUNNO-SAMA, WHAT HAPPENED 2 UR HAIR?!

Oh my.
Click for News
Heeee.

But you look great, man. *kiss kiss* I love the highlight. Not too fond on the frizz but you look otherwise fantastic. *huggles* This is a start. Now get your butt down to look for Oshare-sama Wing-kun. Ask him to dress you up. Argh. *kiss again* I adore you.

I'd probably drop dead if Tsuba or Kouichi appears with this look. LOL.

Sunday, 3 August 2003 at 07:11 p.m.

I might as well show off all of my ex-FUTARI DE gallery collection. ^^;; Hee. This one was from there. Natsukashii na~ I feel like reliving it once again. =O But I better wait until I see what the new magazines have to offer. I want to see if there are new futari de pics of TxT. I rarely see them together in the same photo these days. >.<
By the way, isn't it so sweet of Seventeen to put the heartmark between Tsuba and Takki. ^-^ I don't know which one is cuter... TakiTsuba, the puppies or the heartmark. All of 'em are soooo cute. ^-^ Nyahahaha... *kiss kiss*. And the pics inside this magazine are my ultimate faves! The silly expressions and poses Takitsuba made... uuuhhh, very cute! ^____^ I just love seeing them making all those poses. I have to make an icon!!! ICON!!! Yay! New icon projects! ^_^ Hehehe.
Wouldn't it be really sweet if Takki + Tsuba lived together and adopt lots of puppies?! Hohoho. ^o^ Kyon. I need to make a TxT puppy fic... huah. I am so full of ideas right now. Hehehe. I think I'll go write in tsubAMI diary. Heheheh. Yosh.
I think I'm going to open tsubAMI Diary for public. Still thinking about it. I'll go ask for the others' opinions. If it's not too yabai, I think I'll open it. You know, there are people who might be so against it. ~_~ Oh well. Let's see about it later.
Other than icons and fics, I still want to make a TxT PV. An ero PV. Forget about the nature-scene setting this time. What I have in mind is ... err... should I say it here? Or should I write in my personal diary? Nyahah. No way, it's too dangerous to say it here. Huahahahaha. Point is: I want to make an ero PV for TxT.

Now, let me comment on Tsubasa's TOBASE Episode 4 Report from Jenn's website. ^-^ IT'S SUCH A CUTE BROADCAST!!!!! Tsuboke... omigod. He's such a character, Tsuba. It's like, he is so adorably cute. And he's a year older than me!!! Gyan. Gosh. I wonder if my tsubAMI-ness will make me act like him. ^^;; Now that's really yabai. =P I will try not to be like that. For me, following his fashion is already very much a proof of extreme obsession, ne?

## Tsubasa gets hyper at midnight! Pyon. ^-^ This is soooooo sweet.
Huahaha!!! I would like to see him get hyper with Takki at midnight! XD That would be one helluva fun midnight! :D Nyahaha. But I do get hyper too in midnight (don't mean to be thick here, making this parallelism between Tsuba and me but it's the truth). Gosh, I write SATPAM at midnight for God's sake. @_@ Aiieee. I go extremely hyper at midnight because I'm a midnight person. =P Speaking about midnight, I just remembered I made a midnight story of Tsuba. XD Nyahaha. But he's not hyper there. He's just really sweet, making hot choco for Tsubami. ^-^ Heehehe. (And yet everyone was thinking we were going to do something ero there just because of the title! LOL!)

## Tsuba really can't get over the weather talk, huh?
He talks about the weather once again here. Is he thinking of applying a position in CNN as weather man! In any case, he could make a great Englishman. Because... don't the English always bring up the weather as topic to make conversations?! XD LOL!

## He played TxT's new song again? >.<
I haven't heard this new song, so don't have much comment on it except that I WANT TO HEAR IT SOON!!! Release your single soon, man! Release a double album, even! I am dying to hear something new from you and Takki! T____T

## Anniversary Date: 1 August. Most Memorable Day for fans. 11 September is also memorable but the anniversary is August 1st --> MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT THIS FOR ME.
For one thing, I regret very much I didn't know about their debut until almost a month after they announced it. >.< Huaa... So, I feel like the September date means more to me, especially because it's my birthday month, but I think yeah, the debut is more special than the album release date. ^-^ I can imagine the fans' amazement over their debut at that time. If I had paid more attention to them, I think I would have been very surprised too. =) It's gotta be really nice when you know that your ultimate idol is debuting. Ahhhhhh... I wish I was in Japan for their debut. Their PVs were played in those giant screens all over Japan... that's gotta be one attention-drawing event. But I'm really glad they debuted together. =) They belong together.

## More kakkoii name than Tackey & Tsubasa??? Err, yeah. Hahahaha. LOL! I can imagine your feeling!!!
So, Tsuba wants a more kakkoii name for their unit rather than Tackey & Tsubasa, huh? Yeah, well, I'm sure Takki would mind not being promoted with his name being written so closely to a proper English word with a negative meaning. ^^;; LOL! What is it with Jyaanis groups and their names? Is it really hard to come up with a name? =O I remember reading somewhere that when Arashi was about to debut, it was really hard to pick up a name for the group. K-san and staff even threw in a suggestion to name them "???" (no seriously, like, question marks.) I mean, what the hell is that?! XD Hahaha.
Well, boys, there's still hope for you. Kinki Kids don't like their unit name either. But they're making it BIG. So, maybe Tackey & Tsubasa might just work for you two, ne~

## Kyaaaaa... urayamashii! Tsubasa bought EIGHT CDs when he went shopping! And he met Satou Atsuhiro. Huah! Tsuba, we are alike when it comes CD-shopping! Yappari, watashi wa tsubAMI yo ne. :D
There I go being thick again... but I really do love shopping for CDs and if I could, I would buy eight in one go. >.< (Just that in Indonesia I can't do that because my parents are spying on my credit card. @_@) I did that in Singapore's HMV and Italy's Ricordi Media Store. I bought like ten in one go once. @_@ Hee. It's such a bad habit, ne~ Demo, I love CDs.
And I also love buying CDs because of their jackets. I'm really in it for the design. This is also probably why I sometimes prefer buying first press editions and Japanese versions, instead of buying normal editions and overseas versions. But maybe I won't go as far as to choose a group that I completely don't know about. It has to be of a certain genre that I'm completely sure of -- like, I wouldn't grab a CD from the hard rock or metal section. =P LOL! Not that I'd mind going off-mark once in a while, but really... if I go completely off the mark, like Tsuba said he exprienced, I would feel regret.

## More kakkoii name than Tackey & Tsubasa??? Err, yeah. Hahahaha. LOL! I can imagine your feeling!!!
So, Tsuba wants a more kakkoii name for their unit rather than Tackey & Tsubasa, huh? Yeah, well, I'm sure Takki would mind not being promoted with his name being written so closely to a proper English word with a negative meaning. ^^;; LOL! What is it with Jyaanis groups and their names? Is it really hard to come up with a name? =O I remember reading somewhere that when Arashi was about to debut, it was really hard to pick up a name for the group. K-san and staff even threw in a suggestion to name them "???" (no seriously, like, question marks.) I mean, what the hell is that?! XD Hahaha.
Well, boys, there's still hope for you. Kinki Kids don't like their unit name either. But they're making it BIG. So, maybe Tackey & Tsubasa might just work for you two, ne~

## Jenn's credit card comment cracked me up! XD LOL!!! Yeah, *WHOSE* credit card did he use to pay for all of those?!
If this was the tsubAMI diary, Ami would write something like this:
OMG, Diary, did you know what happened when we went shopping today?! @___@ Aniki stole Tomoya-niichan's credit card! >____< Aniki baka! What if Tomoya finds out?!?!?!?! Even Takki was astounded at what he had done. He said to Aniki, "Tsuba! You can use *MY* credit card. Didn't have to steal your brother's credit card!!! We're going to get into trouble! And, Diary, do you know what Aniki said at that time to Takki?! "Relax. I didn't steal it, ne~ I just saw it lying around on the table in the living room. So, I picked it up to keep it safe from thieves." ANIKI, *YOU* are the thief! And Aniki didn't seem to be troubled. He bought eight CDs anyway. And even bought two for me and two for Takki as well. @_@ Ha.
That would be how Ami expresses her exasperation over her brother's craziness. ^^;;;

## TSUBA, YOU UNDERSTAND A GIRL'S FEELINGS! YOU ARE LOVELY! AND YOU (the girl he called up on the show), YOU ARE SOOOOOOO LUCKY!
Oh gosh. This girl is so very lucky. And how I can relate to her story! God knows how many time my friends choose their boyfriends over me. Once again, I don't mean to sound thick, but it's true: it really hurts when your friends choose their boyfriends over you. >.< Hiks. My friends (or so I thought they were) did exactly that and even more to me. @_@ Gyan. Blah. I think everyone at one point must have experienced this, so they how it feels. So, I am really happy Tsuba brought up this topic in his radio show. ^__________________________^
And that girl... she should be happy now she got to talk to Tsubasa Imai. She got called up by Tsubasa Imai. She received an advice from Tsubasa Imai. @___@ *ABSOLUT ENVY* Uhhhhhh, won't Tsuba call up his overseas fans?! >.<
The shopping talk is also really, really cute. Hiyaaa... kawaii. I love it when Tsubasa reveals his shopping habits. Hehehe. Makes me learn. I learn whether to follow his advice or not to at all! XD LOL!

## What's up with Yoko?? =O What about Yoko's dancing and Yoko's talking? Like, Yoko is cool when he's dancing but super boke when he's talking, like Tsuba?? =O
Well, I can imagine that... XD LOL! These dual-personalities boys... =P Hehehehe... their personality is like both sides of the coin. They're just different on each surface but as valuable when they have to do the things that they have to do (either dance or talk). Ahhh. =P

Fabulous show. I want to hear it, damn it. >_____< MAKE IT INTERNATIONAL, PLEEEEEEEEEASE!!! T_______T I beg you, Imai-kun... I beg you, JOQR...

Ehem.

Oh and yesterday I was really shocked when I read in one of those random websites I clicked. TxT's releasing Yume Monogatari as single, and the c/w songs are Kaze and Love & Tough?!??!?!??!! USOOOOO! Shinjitakunai! Nooooo... give us new songs! >___< Please. I mean, I don't mind Yume, but... those other two songs. Mou ii... @___@ I want new songs! New dance songs! New summer songs. (Well, it's not like this is going to be true anyway, it's just a thing I read in a website. Was it a Thai website? Or a Chinese website? Mind, you I do nt read both languages! ^^;; -- BUT DO NOT LET IT BE TRUE! PLEASE!) *pulls hair* Urgghghghg... I wonder if other TxT fans feel just as frustrated as I am waiting for their new song/single/album?! >___< Hee..... *sigh* Oh well. Let's see if I can be patient. It's AUGUST already, though. So I don't know how much longer I can be patient. >.<

Everyone bored already with To be or not to be? I can change it with Antonio Vivaldi's "Estate". ^o^ Hohoho. XD Nah, I'll keep it. If I had Real DX, I'd change the BGM to that. Unfortunately, I don't know. =P So, we're stuck with Shakespeare a la TxT. ^___^ Isn't that lovely?

Sunday, 3 August 2003 at 01:01 a.m.

I am still in TxT Love Mode. LOL! ^-^ I just remembered this extremely lovey pic from October 2003 WU and decided to do something about it. TxT Huggling. Hehehe. Love this pic! ^-^
In order to celebrate TxT's anniversary, I've been watching all their PVs, especially True Heart and then listened to their album. (Man, I do take these things seriously, don't I? ^^;; A bit too seriously, maybe. =P LOL!) I was also watching some of the recordings from TV. I remembered I had clips of TxT from MTV Mandarin about their debut, in which they talk about their PV and their album... it's actually from Channel A but I saw it through MTV Mandarin. So I watched that, as well as the famous making of Sotsugyo ~Sayonara wa Ashita no Tameni~ clip. HELL, I STILL GIGGLE AND SQUEAL WHEN I SEE THAT CLIP! Maaaaan, could Takki get even more flirty than that?! ^^;;; Oh my. That look Takki gave Tsuba when Tsuba tried to make him admit about their "anshin shimasu" relationship. Nyahahahahaha... it's PRICELESS!!! Oh and I watched their Shokura episode... that one where Takki whispered Tsuba's name, "Tsubasa" with an aspiration at the end of his pronunciation and then a heart mark came out on the screen. Kyaaaaaaa... that is soooooo sweet! And their Sora no Screen performance was the best! Takki wiping off Tsuba's face... or was it Tsubasa wiping off Takki's face with the TxT towel?? Hmm... anyway. (Not mentioning Junno looked super handsome in there. Hohoho! ^o^) Makes me want to huggle them as well. Nyahahaha.
Oh and today I rewatched the clip from Domoto Kyoudai, the one Jenn said was numbered #69. LOL! Love that clip!!! It's not really lovey, but it's funny as hell!!! I still laugh out loud when I watch that episode, especially when Takki was given three explosive surprises in rapid successions by his senpai. And Tsubasa looked calm. I'll bet he was laughing at Takki. Huahaha. The expression on Takki's face when Tsuyoshi made the balloon explode in front of Takki's face while Takki was telling Kouchan that Tsubasa was afraid of cats... that's also priceless. I think Takki and Tsuba both looked greatest in that DK episode. I love their faces, their hair, their outfit, and everything. Cho-kakkoii. Daisuki. I also loved the way Tsubasa stripped down his jacket when he was getting too hot from eating that ultra-spicy soup they challenged him to do. ^^;; Hee. They were both sweating off... and when Takki handed him that towel... Yeow! That was like such a husband-wife-y thing to do!!! Ahhh, I think I'm going to watch it once again to make me laugh.

Eep. I'm always repeating the stuff I see. Am I really turning into Tsubasa? *very thickskinned* LOL! Tsuba always repeats his stories. I seem to be doing that too. ~_~ Hiks. I really take being tsubAMI seriously. If only... man, if only I can have his clothes!!! LOL! That sounds, err, yabai. I will not talk like that again. Or at least I will try not to talk like that again.

So, I finally figured out how to make screencaps! ^_^ Been "capping" like crazy. LOL! All KAT-TUN though. I made more than 200 already. Well the reason why there are so many is that every time Junno appears on screen being closed-up, I cap every second of his movement. =P For the others, I just find the really, really handsome moments. But I find that it's hard to choose just one very handsome moment, because they look handsome all the time when they're singing, so I have to cap most of them. And as a result, other than spending time chatting with Terry yesterday, I was converting the cap .bmp files to .jpg files. ~_~ Tiring job. But oh well. Now I can relive every handsome moment of Junno & his mates without having to exhaust my Windows Media Player out of rewinding the scenes. =P

Today I went out to Town Square to drink Starbucks. Urgh. Is there any lamer reason than "going out to drink Starbucks"? >.< Oh well. I did end up making a usual trip to the record store and bought several VCDs. I got the sequel to Atlantis and I'm going to watch that film right after I finish this entry. Well, actually, after I finish this entry, I have to decide whether I should update the Junno site tonight or not. I think I should. But I am too tired to think right now. @_@ Oh well. Let's see. Either way, I'm going to bring up both the VCR and the VCD player to my room.

Hm. My uncle and aunt are going to come from Sweden for a month visit. My beautiful 29-year-old cousin who recently became a model (XD LOL!!!) is coming as well. I asked them for the most outrageous souvenir. I asked them to bring me an Absolut Vodka bottle. Huah. Wonder if they can really do that for me. Or do they have to buy the drink first? I'm really not interested in the drink (LIAR LIAR PANTS ON FIRE! XD Hahahaa... no seriously, the bottle interests me more than the contents!) I just really want to get the bottle for collection. I thought it might be easier to ask them to tear out an Absolut ad from a Swedish magazine or something but I didn't think it would be as satisfying as getting the real bottle. Heh.

Oh and Absolut Vanilia has a new recipe called ABSOLUT HUNK.
Dang. I thought they'd put Thadeus Ragan or Matthew McConaughey as their model and called him ABSOLUT HUNK.
But nooo... it's just a drink. Gyan. Oh well. =P
Now, who's a Japanese hunk?
Suga?? Tama?? ............ Kimura? Nah. Who, who?!
If anyone can tell me who's "hunky" in Japan, please let me know. =P

Friday, 1 August 2003 at 01:05 a.m.

TACKEY & TSUBASA, DEBUT ANNIVERSARY OMEDETOU!!!

Wow!!! Today's Tackey & Tsubasa's 1-year Debut Anniversary Day! ^___^ Lovely. I am so happy because of this. =) Thinking back one year ago, there are so many memories I have of this duo unit... =)

Well, to be honest, I was late to know that Hideaki Takizawa and Tsubasa Imai were going to debut. I did hear Takki was going to debut in 2002 but I didn't know he was going to debut with Tsubasa. What more, I didn't expect it at all and was surprised to find out later on that Takki *insisted* on debuting with Tsubasa. Like we all know, I used to underestimate Tsubasa... >.< (GOMEEEEN!!!) But then there it was, one day in early September, I finally saw Takki's KI.SE.KI, and then a few days later I saw Tsuba's GET DOWN. I thought, "Whoaaa! These two have improved a lot. No more squeaky voices. No strange costumes. They've become more good-looking. They certainly look more mature!" And I was impressed, but not so much until I saw... TRUE HEART. It was one of the most, if not *the most*, beautiful PV I've ever seen. The meaning of the PV is so significant that I just knew I had to start supporting these two 100%.
Finally on my 20th birthday, I got a Tackey & Tsubasa's debut album, HATACHI, from my mother who planned the birthday present in secret for me. I didn't even know she knew I had started liking Tackey & Tsubasa! (Arigatou, Mama! ^-^) For me, receiving their album which is entitled "HATACHI" on my own "hatachi" birthday means a lot. And, though I may sound extremely thick, but I'm proud that they call their album "hatachi" to be released in 2002, which is the year for me to become 20. I feel like I can relate to Takki and Tsuba because we have the same age. At that moment, I decided, "These are the artists of *my* generation. We are of the same age. If they can do it, I can do it too." I was awestruck that someone who are of my age can already achieve so much. Actually at first, there was a bit of jealousy but it soon gave way to admiration. I was really impressed by everything that they do. So, I decided that I would become their fan, follow them, and learn from them what I can. =)

In the early days, I just got back into J-pop and Takki was the more familiar face between the two. I was so in love with him, and I'd say, only with him. But as I go along to discover more things about the duo and the other half of the unit, I find myself falling for Tsubasa and the "TxT" as one whole as well. I even wondered why Tsubasa was always considered less popular than Takki, so much that there are fans who went to such lengths as to say, "Takki is better off without Tsubasa" or "Takki will always come first before Tsubasa". @_@ Even then, when I still didn't know much about Tsubasa and didn't know for sure the LUV LUV STUFF between TxT, I felt so hurt by this kind of comment. I thought the comment was nasty, cruel, ridiculous, and plain annoying. >_______<
Now that I know the both of them quite well compared to the time when I first discovered their debut, I'm even more "fierce" when it comes to defending the unit. =P LOL! Like, don't come up to me and say negative things about either one of them or the TxT Luv Luv, 'cause I'd definitely spat. =P Well, I realize that this is called "fanaticism" and "obsession" but for a unit that is sooooooo wonderful, I'd be willing to label myself as "an obsessed fanatic".
Besides, it's really quite plain to see that Hideaki Takizawa and Tsubasa Imai belong together. Just take a look at their performances. The chemistry is definitely there! You just know that they are blatantly SOUSHI SOUAI. Forget about all the hints they keep throwing at each other in various TV shows, in magazine interviews, in web messages, or anywhere else (but if one's not convinced, I suggest, take a look at those too for confirmation! =P). All you have to do is watch them perform together and you will understand why they SHOULD be together.
It cannot be helped!!! They *MUST* be together.

It's been a pretty eventful one year for me in regard of Tackey & Tsubasa. Album, single, DVD, VCD, magazine... but the most wonderful thing that I got from being a TxT fan is = FRIENDSHIP! Seriously, if it hadn't been for TxT, I wouldn't have gotten to know all the other great fans who also have enormous ammount of love and support for those two! It's really nice interacting and communicating with all of these people. It may only be something of a Net friendship, but it's fun to be able to talk to people who understands what you like, with whom you can share your thoughts about the same thing, and from whom you can also learn about other things besides TxT knowledge.

I love Takki. I love Tsuba. I love TxT.
Even though I am in a Tsubanamae Blog Crew and talk more about Tsubasa these days, I will always remember who I started liking first and continue to appreciate him the way I did before. I consider that Takki is definitely Tsuba's equal, and the only person who belong with him. That goes the other way around too. So for that matter, from now on, I will continue to support each one of them even when they are not doing something together. ^-^

I hope Tackey & Tsubasa stay together forever.